Have you ever had the feeling that you were so close to your goal, that it was truly within your grasp, if only...
YOU COULD GET OUT OF YOUR OWN WAY?!
Ugh, that's how I'm feeling lately. I just have a couple more hurdles to jump over and that's it. I will be finished. I will have technically completed the requirements for my SECOND masters degree. This time in communication.
I feel like this one is really going to count for something. I feel like this degree won't be a waste of my time. I feel like this one is the one that will get me close to my dream of building a platform to inform people about truly living younger, longer and prettier.
But...these last projects are really starting to get to me. I've got to get through these last two weeks in order to get to the next level.
Now, I'm realistic enough to know that I won't be finding the perfect job upon graduation but, this waiting game...this waiting on the economy to get better and people being so negative saying that there aren't any jobs is really starting to wear me down.
I refuse to accept that after all the time, effort, the working for free doing an internship (even though I learned a tremendous amount), the school projects, the team work, paper after paper, article after article and piece by piece, that I'm going to end up in the same place I started...without a job, let alone a job I can grow into and learn from. I refuse to accept this.
So, now that I've gotten all that negativity off of my chest and out of my head, it's onward and upward. I'm releasing that negativity and looking forward...POSITIVELY!
Thanks for letting me vent!
Next post...GOOD NEWS! I know it's coming!
